well...i had an interesting nite last nite...i didn't have to work..so i told mom i would go to chas' allstar game in b'bridge! there was a really cute umpire there..lol! and after the first game he came up and talked to me...and he asked me for my phone number...well chas' team had lost the first game..and they had made some bad calls...so i told him if they made some better calls that i would give it to him....well chas' team won the second game..lol...so i gave it to him! he's like 3 years older than me..he graduated in '03..but i talked to him some after it..and he knows some ppl from cairo! well im goin to play tennis with blake 2morrow..lol..that should be interesting...considerin i know NOTHING about tennis....except that love means nothing..lol brantley taught me that! the only time i've ever played tennis was with brantley and neither one of us know how..but he told me he loved me..lol cause it didn't mean anything...haha! yea...omg...i kinda told blake a big secret and i know he's gonna tell michael...that's not good at all! well today i have to go to some kinda oral surgeon or something in tally about my TMJ....so i get to miss cheerleading! caprice is leaving today to go to the beach with her mom...until either friday or saturday!! then im leaving next wednesday for Chile! lol i've been so busy...and i have to work tonite...yuck..but i think i talked russ into workin for me friday...so that's good...cause i NEVER get friday off anymore...what's up with that? its prolly cause im such an excellent worker..lol JK! well im about to go get ready for tally! i love you guys! mUaH!
omg..and yesterday i got on icq for the first time in like 2 years....lol i sent justin a msg...cause i know he'll never get it...it took me like 20 mins just to figure out my password...lol!
*i probably wouldn't be this way..i probably wouldn't hurt so bad...i never pictured every minute without you in it..oh you left so fast...sometimes i see you standing there..sometimes its like im losing touch..sometimes i feel like im so lucky to have had the chance to love this much..God gave me a moment's grace..'cause if id never seen your face....i probably wouldn't be this way*