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*~tHe FaBuLoUs LiFe Of AlLiSoN StOdDaRd~* Below are 10 entries, after skipping 10 most recent ones in the "alley_6303" journal:

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June 10th, 2005
05:16 pm

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*thank the lord cheerleading camp is over*
just about the only thing i can move without it hurting in my fingers....lol...im so soar! we've had cheerleading camp 9-4 since wednesday! today was the last day! omg...we learned sooo much stuff!!! it was tiring! well clark texted me last nite...he's in jacksonville! bummer! lol...i miss my chevy CAPRICE classic...lol i haven't seen her since tuesday! uh...its been rainey all week! and theres like a hurricane comin....WTF...i thought hurricanes didn't usually come around here til like AUGUST...so we get to miss school! lol! well im beyong exhausted..so im about to go take a nap! pEaCE!

*if loving you is wrong..i dont want to be right*

Current Mood: exhaustedexhausted
Current Music: grind with me-pretty rickey

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June 7th, 2005
10:43 am

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*smilez and sunshine*
well summer has been "off the hook" so far! lol...well a bunch of us went to the river sunday...and i got pretty burnt! now i have a major tan line..and senior pics are in 2 weeks....and i have to go shoppin cause i have to idea what im gonna wear! well the seniors just got back from the cruise on sunday...and you know...in cairo...you cant go no where...without a whore causing drama!!! lol! well me and clark are supposed to hang out 2morrow...and then he's leaving...sadface!! but im really excited we're hangin out! lol...well me and caprice have been hangin out a lot! and sarah too...shes really kool! we had jr. cheer camp last week...and it was fun...especially on the last day when we got them with water balloons!well im about tired of being nice to ppl...especially justin...ya know..i had a conversation the other nite with elizabeth sumner..about how her and bert managed to stay friends..after they broke up...and that when the pass each other...they call to say hey..and just check up on each other...so i was like..ya know i wish me and justin were like that...i mean...i dont love him...that's for sure...but i dont hate him...and i think it'd be better for us to get along...so i was nice a texted him and said that i wanted us to get along...and he was like FUCK YOU...what the fuck..he seriously needs to grow up..he's fuckin 18 and acts like a 8 year old!! but he can never say that i didn't try to be nice! but anyways..that really doesn't put a damper on things...cause im too happy..and im having fun...doing what im doing....and i honestly dont give a fuck what he thinks!!! life is great! you live and you learn! 4 sure!!! well i love you guys....

*ur chevy dont drop like mine*

Current Mood: highhigh
Current Music: 24s

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May 31st, 2005
01:01 pm

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*jr. cheer camp*
well i just got home from jr. cheer camp! ugh...i haven't woken up all summer this summer....i haven't slept like at all! i went to be at like 4...and then yesterday i didn't go to bed til 6 AM-9AM...so im pretty tired! me and caprice went shopping yesterday...but i didn't get very much stuff! i have to go to the doctor today about my jaw! yikes! i saw clark the other nite...:( im so sad he's leaving....they go on their senior cruise thursday-sunday..then he's leaving after that! i gave him a really big hug goodbye...shadface! well alot can happen in 2 months...so...i dunno! but i really like him alot! well im about to go take a shower! holla!

Current Mood: tiredtired
Current Music: *behind these hazel eyes*

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May 28th, 2005
12:46 pm

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*im gettin so lazy....i just woke up*
well it's like almost 1 and i just crawled outta bed....i havent gone to bed at all this week before like 3! last nit i was with vanessa and ashley..and i was a lil tipsy...i text justin...and what do ya know...he did answer. lol..well other than that...things are pretty good...omg...jodi called me last nite but i had to work :(...we haven't hung out in forever! and i think im goin through withdrawls cause i haven't hung out with caprice in a week..lol! well this summer is gonna be off the hook! lol....i think i need to brush my teeth..ewww! well im still stuck eating baby food and soup..cause of my TMJ...it hurts to open my mouth...any farther than i have to to talk! but hey i've lost like 4 pounds...so that's good! lol...well im about to go take a shower...i have to be at work in a few hours! and i got a really weird voicemail last nite...from a bunch of drunk guys....i think they were from b'bridge..but not positive....lol...lame asses! well i love you guys!never forget.

*to the world you may be only one person...but to one person...you may be the WORLD*


justin david harrison-if you're reading this..please know that i love you more than i will ever be able to express to you. when you arent with me...something is missing....you complete me! i can only hope that one day we will work things out and live happily ever after (you know i believe in that)shmile...until then never forget...
it's never too late........

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May 27th, 2005
02:24 pm

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*smilez and sunshine*
i just got done layin out...i love summer! lol all this week i've had to babysit my lil brother though cause my mom's had class! but it's ok..i got paid and a pretty much slept the whole time! omg...i washed my car too...and it is so clean..lol i did the inside too! well i stayed with vanessa the nite before last...we had a lot of fun...we went and hung out with ashley admire...she went to middle school with us! she's hilarious...lol! well we got our cheerleading schedules yesterday...OH MY GOD...we have it like all summer...im glad i didn't do competition...cause they hardly get a day off! well today is clarks last day of work...he's leaving in like a week..:(!i told him that i didn't car about justin..but then last nite i was up til like 3 reading chicken soup for the teenage soul...i used to read it to him sometimes when we were like 14..and i opened it up and read it...and i got to thinkin about him...i told him im not in love with him anymore (which is a lie)...i mean...i love the guy that's somewhere inside him that i met january of 2002..but he dont want to be that guy anymore. that guy was amazing. that guy i could spend forever with. oh well. for now im enjoying summer break! i cant beleive my senior year is FASTLY approaching....i think im gonna take a bunch of pics and make another bulletin board collage like i did of my 8th,9th, and 10th grade years...i wanna take them with me to college...so i've got all the memories! i just got my pictures back from graduation...i've got tons of pictures...and i've made a scrapbook too! i like doing creative stuff like that! lol..well caprice is moving pretty soon...yay...we'll be able to go swimming whenever we want! hell yea! well im bout to go...im gettin my hair cut....but i dont know what i want to do yet...cause i really like it long...but we'll see! ill prolly just get it layered! well i love you guys...thanks for caring enough to read this thang!
holla!

*listen to your heart..before you tell him goodbye*

Current Mood: hyperhyper
Current Music: *listen to your heart*

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May 23rd, 2005
03:47 pm

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*schools out for summer...im a SENIOR..WHAT!!!*
well today was the first official day of summer break....i just got back from the dentist and found out i have TMJ!!! i have to get a mouthpiece and everything! well this weekend was crazy! omg...i cried at graduation...it was really weird...just seeing all my older friends..and all these ppl i care about...graduate...and realizing..that i was never gonna pass them in the hall again...or never gonna have a class with them again...or never try to beat them in the spirit contest at a pep rally! it was bittersweet....i gave justin a hug after it and told him that i am proud of him.and then from then on i was sad....well ya know..i was kinda happy but it's weird just realizing we're all growing up...and really going our separate ways! in a year ill most likely be packing and moving off. well after graduation was fun :) i dont think i'll be talking to clark anymore...whoops! never forget..

*what do you do when you look in the mirror and staring at you is why he's not here?*

Current Mood: ditzyditzy
Current Music: girlfight

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May 5th, 2005
08:08 pm

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*its rainin..its pourin*
well...the weather has been pretty bad today...i think today should have been National look like shit day...lol cause i sure did! well..i got off work last nite and came home and got online! to my surprise justin was online...the whole time we were together...he NEVER was online....so anyways...we talked a lil....like...things are kool...i asked him to sign my yearbook..lol..and we got on the discussion of graduation! in like 2 weeks...justin will be out of school.....i havent been to school without him since 8th grade...it's just now the whole "we're over for good" thing....is just kinda sinkin in....and he says its for the best....i cant object....cause maybe it really is for the best....i know that ever since we broke up..i've changed dramatically....nothing matters as much as it used to! im enjoying being single...i really am...but i dont wanna say that i'll never be with him again...cause nobody can predict the future...and i do care about him! well anyways...when i got in the bed....i laid there for prolly 3 hours...just thinkin...i thought about 3 years ago...i thought about 3 years from now....but most of all...i thought about what i would say if i wrote in his yearbook...and what he would say if he wrote in mine! and i thought....that its gonna be sad...lookin at what he wrote my 9th grade year...and how beautiful it was..and how much it meant to me...and then every other year...you can just see...by what he writes...how all his feelings for me....have faded....but mine are still there!!! and i thought about graduation...and if i would go...and how i would feel...and if i would say anything to him....and i want to...i want to go...i want to talk to him...and let him know that im proud of him...and that i do love him!!! so much!!! but there's nothing i can do...shadface! i dont mean to sound pessimistic...lol..cause im actually really happy right now...and things are goin good....but i do miss him! but i wouldn't dare tell him that.....things just dont effect him the same way anymore! lol...oh well...tomorrow i have field day at eastside...so i dont have to go to schooL! yay! lol....and i got the SAT on saturday..yikes...wish me luck...cause i need to do well...so i can get into either UGA or GSU! i love you guys...thanks for listening...sorry my life isn't all that interesting....just...same ole...same ole....and it always will be!

*in a world of lies, you are the truth*

Current Mood: pleasedpleased
Current Music: *when you tell me that you love me*

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May 4th, 2005
04:03 pm

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*11 more days and ill be a SENIOR*
ok..so it just hit me that this year is really almost over...and i will be a senior in 11 days! im like super excited...and then im like SUPER sad....i guess i really havent thought about all of the seniors this year not being there! yikes! well we get yearbooks pretty soon...im debatin on whether or not to ask justin to sign mine! :(...i dunno! well im bout to go to works!

*hold on when you feel like letting go*

Current Mood: boredbored
Current Music: hollaback

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April 28th, 2005
06:11 pm

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*in a dilemma*
ok...so i sat and looked in the mirror for like 15 mins this morning...debating on whether or not to cut my hair short like in 9th grade...or keep it long! i absolutely love my hair long...i'd like it to grow another couple of inches..then it'd be perfect...lol...but i think it's cute short too! lol...well omg...senior portraits are in like 3 months so i gotta figure something out! omg....i cant believe it....15 more days left of school! i cant wait....it's crazy! i cant believe the seniors are gonna be gone....we're all growing up! and moving apart.... :(!!! but i have a feeling next year is gonna be a lot of fun! i have the SAT next saturday...i hope i do well...cause if not...im gonna have to go to valdosta for a year or 2..that wouldn't be bad....but i think i need to get away from cairo!! lol or i could just become famous and move to CALI...lol....that'd be great!!!well yesterday was justin's 18th bday...gosh it's so crazy...he was 14 when we got together....well i was so close to just not tellin him happy bday...cause things haven't been very good between us in the past month...but then i thought.....for the past 3 years...we've both been the first to tell each other...at exactly 12....and i know that that's what i look forward to cause no matter if we're not speakin or what....we always tell each other..and i knew id regret it...so i told him...and i think it was good....cause maybe now we'll just get along....i do care about him...but i know that this is what's best for both of us! me and payne have been talkin...he went with me to chas' game and we sat in my car and talked for like an hour...me and payne get along really well...i guess it's cause we were basically raised together! lol...well i dunno what'll happen...right now im just tryin to have fun...and looking forward to my senior year....but a part of me isn't lookin forward to the end of this year....you know why! i love you guys!

*this sh*t is bananas....B-A-N-A-N-A-S!!!!*

Current Mood: cheerfulcheerful
Current Music: *hollaback girl*

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April 25th, 2005
06:47 pm

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*it's too cold to be april*
wow...im so tired...prom was saturday...it was lots of fun..the only thing that could've made it better is if i'd gotten to go with the person i really wanted to go wtih. other than that things are going pretty good! :) im not happy with certain people right now that are spreading lies about me. I just dont have time for bullshit...i want to have fun...and live my life!!

pleaaaaaaasssseee............never forget...

Current Mood: bitchybitchy
Current Music: still tippin

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